mind in bizarre

I'm not sure if I can still keep up with this blog, but for sure I'll write someday. I'm not busy, I'm just lazy or unwilling to do anything but sit down here and play some games to kill time, which is I guess actually a bad habit, if you think time is fast, when on the other side of the world, they're having some unforgettable memories while I'm siting here typing doing nothing but type, I want a long term vacation, but everyone does wish something right? and it need patience and hard work to have it, but the longer It takes the less hope I got, things just keeps on going and going, school, homework, computer, sleep, then school, homework and it just repeat all the time, we can make our life to be more meaningful but I think I forget the procedure, it's a mind in bizarre.